blabbering at 08:49

today is thursday. tomorrow is friday. and there'll be test tomorrow on biological oxidative. i've read sumthin but as u can see not everythin' is in my head. when i keep on readin', the early portion of words and enzymes' seem to be dropped, flied, or lost. when did i realized this so-called-phenomenon? whether right in the middle of exam or the time as i take my very first step into the exam hall. nice~

but hey? medic is difficult. and i meant damn difficult. some argued, dentistry a lot more tougher with carving and everythin'. well. i've got my own opinion. believe me, they are wrong. enough with this passive thinking and negative talk. next, lets talk sumthin' exciting shall we? haha. but of course, im da one excited now. why?

jeng jeng jeng

i bought aino. on ebay. haha. how desperate was i when i was told that i need to book the phone and wait for 4 days. heck with that, so i surfed on the ebay india webpage and saw this phone. haha. i was happy like a lil baby found his lil blanket. like a child received a big lollypop. with the price that not so expensive...

*ok! this is the part where i started to lie, bear with it*

...i clicked "buy now"

thus the phone was on its way to its master. booya!..

*beginilah ron stoppable berkater*

...from chennai and it came all its way to mangalore.
then, the ol' phone o' mine, the nokia 5800 xpress music rang...

"weh, package ko da sampai. cepat amik!"

...said that particular gurl to me. just like batman saw the light signal, like ultraman saw the monsters terrorizing his planet, like power rangers when they heard their watch beepin', i transformed to my jeans and t-shirt and there i went to the mangalore city.

*gler dramatik. yeah! ak tahu*

*sementara daku menaip kejadah ini, encik vasudevan memanggil daku untuk membacernyer. lalu ku berkater kepadannyer, "maaf. kiter break, i've got sumbody else". lalu everythin' menjadi awkward. haha*

as im about to kick the door of the house...

*ok tipu!*

...a voice stung my head as it was shouted. what? shocked. then i remembered that the old ones always say to me

"sopan santunlah di rumah orang"

i stopped. hence, i pushed door bell...

*dush~*

...ting tong~

****

ok. stop. maker ini lah gambar gambar sebelum dan selepas. how was it? pretty cool. i was thinking of having white version, but the guy said he didnt have the white colour. disappointed but hey, black is the new sexy. as i was open it, was like,

"OMG! OMG! OMG!"

*ok, aku da start menyampah ngan diri sendiri berlakuan sebegini*

in the box, a phone without battery, and a bluetooth headset.

*that is totally cool!!!*

next, there's the dock, manual, usb, the headphone, and the manuals. ive read a lil and on assemble everythin' by my own.

*simply guess which part to the other, its easy as if finishing sum puzzle. heh*

i had my dinner in mangalore city, and found my temporary home, here in the college, hostel. heh. im happy. satio? next time. im not thinking of buying anythin'. next on the list are, queen or king size bed, cupboard, a study table, a good chair, bookshelves, washing machine and a HOUSE. yes, i would like to have a house here in india as i will be living here permanently for the next 5 and a half years. InsyaAllah. God willing. its a long way to go tho. my first year mbbs seems difficult and i've gotta do sumthin' now.

now then, no talk, only action. power up!

*vasudevan, kiter rujuk? eh aku luper, ko laki lah!*

p/s: im in love with aino.
*and some other things. haha*

iphone? ipod? aino? i-know! at 10:32

its been 2 weeks. im in dilemma. God knows why. alamak! im not in my mind right now. which one should i buy?

tick tock tick tock

okay. seriously its not that important. and i know that. wait! let me rephrase. I SHOULD KNOW THAT. when it comes to money, i should use my brain instead of using hunch, guts and instinct. i read from a magazine, malaysian mens health. haha. they said, use brain whenever money is involve especially when buying things. but when it come to relationship, better use instinct and feeling rather than using the brain. at last, theres a part of brain which is useless.

*haha. shut up! even i know better that the brain is one of a hell organ in daily life. especially after a 16 hours of lecture about them.*

is it worth to be followed? who knows~

1st gadget
ipod touch third generation 32 gb

why should i have it?
well, theres a lot of applications and games can be stored here. and i mean a lot. having all the hype such as wifi, a video player and music player sure can brighten my day. 32 gb? more than enough to put any movie, music videos, songs and really cool games!
haha

2nd gadget
iphone

iphone is cool. and someone dear to me say that this phone is awesomely cool and make the owner as the most coolest person. i doubted it. but anyway, its cool because you could do the same thing like ipod touch. the difference is you could use it as a phone. wicked! and the probability you re showing off is higher than ipod touch. HAHA.

3rd gadget
c905 phone

really cool phone i guess. cheap. xenon flash which is suitable for night photos. ive been using k800 n k850, the xenon flash do make a difference when taking pictures especially in night events. so why not? but the thing is, its an old phone. one year old. some may say, if you buy a year old phone, the probabilty the phone going haywire is less because new versions were produced and new firmware being install. i do not know about this much really. maybe?

4th gadget
playstation three

do i really need this thing? haha. let me as again. do i, a medical student-who-are-really-buzy with-reading-books,-assignment-and-dissecting need this particular thing? hoho. and i assured you guys that the answer is beyond everything. sigh~ but hey, maybe i should but it for my little brothers. wait. membazir-lah. next time! june perhaps?

5th
sony ericsson aino

when the preview went out, cynists criticize a lot. and reading their views via internet has made me hate this phone. but recently, ive found this dummy phone in India. what the hell? for your information readers, theres no iphone 3gs in india except the unlocking. the unlocking cost me rp 50000++. what the fish? its a lot! one of the telco bringing iphone is airtel. and still, no iphone 3gs. if i were to but iphone, ill make sure its 3gs!

s for shafiq! *dush*

the aino has been released officially and i heard and read a lot of good comment about this phone. then, my view towards that piece of plastic has changed. actually, i think it will be anice phone actually because the concept the sony company tried to show. and i really think it worked. maybe some of us do not like this kind of rubbish concept as they say, but having a slide phone and a really big screen sure is cool! its like a mixture korean and japanese phone. really cool. haha.

see. now ive made my decision. i wanted to try aino as long im india. if it that good, and i surely buy the phone. but if its not, ill think it more and ill make my decision in malaysia. plus, 3gs in malaysia! haha.

now, i need to read something. biochemistry. and do some calculations about the three-months-survival budget after all the thinking buying which gadget. haha

Three Months at 11:51

Its been 3 months im in India.

Haha. Aku baru je type satu post. Sekarang type lg satu post. Menarik bukan. Yela. Da lamer xmemblog. Besh plak. Sebab cam leh lepaskan sumthin ive been keeping myself. Satu kisah bermula. Dimana aku bersembang ngan member aku, Mira. Haha. Aku pown xtawu. Tadi sembang gelak gelak. Tapi tanpa ku ketahui aku juga kurang senang sebab banyak sangat mencarut dengan dier tadi. Aku xdela mencarut sangat. Tapi dier banyak sangat. Aku kurang senang. Memuler sesikit ok jer. Tapi lamer lamer teraser kurang menarik dalam conversation itu. Huhu. Maybe aku patut adapt. Well. Kalau buleh ubahkan dier, aku dapat pahala kan?

Heh. Lets stop. Now. Im going to tell you guys how fine i am now. Class just the same. Class and more class. Practical? Prick and more prick. Heh. Study? I am lazy just like before. But this month i started to read something everyday. Huhu. Its an improvement. Plus, every week, at least, tempehs are playing football. Nice. Im happy. At last, this type of people, football maniacs still exist in India. Haha.

*at last*

Food? I dont know but i kinda like it here. Its sumptuous. Searching for halal food really is not a problem at all. Haha. I like it. Indian food are good. Especially, curd where sugar is added and its cooled. OMG. It is really good and taste like sugar-added yogurt. Nice. After living here for more than 3 months, i could say, having vegetarian meals about everyday is really not that bad. Its good i tell ya. Haha. But deep down i do miss Carls Jr, Ribena and Sushi. Well actually theres more than that. But why should i waste space in this blog for those kind of thing. Haha.

In class, ive been using the same shirt for 3 days in a row, and then changed to a new shirt. Im fed up being neat just for the tempehs. Whats the point having good appearance and impression. Is not like im going to ask them out for a dinner~ Heh~ But my group of student is cool. There are cool and a little bit different from other tempehs. They do hillarious jokes and are pretty eager to learn Malay. Cool aite?

Now, the real problem lies within me. One of em is the capability the brain o mine to memorize everything and in a short period. I really need that kind of skill or so-called-power. I wished for it. Heh.

Now, im in dilemma. Ive got money and it is starting to poison my mind. This is bad. Really bad. I should stop thinking of buying things and start to study. Aiyo~Now im in dilemma having ipod touch and iphone. Haish. How about shopping in Malaysia? But before that there ll be exam. MID SEM examination. Oh my. This is bad.

Alamak. Mati aku!

Getting There at 08:31

this is a wise topic. i would say it is. believe me. everything im going to say or type today is true and i have kept it for a long time. so here goes. wachaaa~

*xder keje. senarnyer xder topik nk cakap pown. huahua*

last weekend, i read something from my own blog. pelikkan? reading from your own blog seems kinda pathetic. dont you think? nvm.

kalau post-post aku dikumpulkan dan diprintkan atas kertas dan dikepilkan menjadi sebuah buku, ternyata ia akan menjadi sesuatu yang menarik. haha. mengaper? sebab aku pasti, ia akan digelar, diari sayer~ haha.

suatu hari, nadhiah menyuruh sayer membacer kembali blog itu gara gara masalah peribadi. maker aku turutkan permintaan beliau. tanper kusedari, blog aku yang aku xpernah raser besh itu, raser macam besh dengan isi isinyer. raser cam orang lain yang tulis blog itu. aku terkejut. aku xsangker aku mempunyai sense of humour yang cipan. bayangkan, aku membacer blog aku, aku gelak xhengat punyer. ceh. pathetic bukan?

*ye, gelak kerna blog sendiri agak pathetic, deal with it*

aku start bacer part journey to the east. yang pergi terengganu tuh. OMG. banyak mender da berubah dalam blog tuh. aku nampak ke arah maner aku sedang tuju. yang baik dan yang tidak. then i continue reading it. from being hurt, happy, and then sad again. you can say its like the circle of life or whatever. hmm. life do change somebody.

best part? im getting there. forgetting everything that crushed me back then. feeling sad all the time. feeling incompetent. heh. raser laen. seriously, i am over it. haha. im happy.

bad part? im a terrible person. forgive me because i have sinned. i know. ive made mistakes. and dozens of em. sigh. i guess, i would like to rewind back time to the after spm result. i would do the right way. i wont hurt anyone.

p/s: i dont know. im feeling sick and tired about all this thing. haish~im getting there.im still hanging on.