Getting There on Thursday, November 05, 2009

this is a wise topic. i would say it is. believe me. everything im going to say or type today is true and i have kept it for a long time. so here goes. wachaaa~

*xder keje. senarnyer xder topik nk cakap pown. huahua*

last weekend, i read something from my own blog. pelikkan? reading from your own blog seems kinda pathetic. dont you think? nvm.

kalau post-post aku dikumpulkan dan diprintkan atas kertas dan dikepilkan menjadi sebuah buku, ternyata ia akan menjadi sesuatu yang menarik. haha. mengaper? sebab aku pasti, ia akan digelar, diari sayer~ haha.

suatu hari, nadhiah menyuruh sayer membacer kembali blog itu gara gara masalah peribadi. maker aku turutkan permintaan beliau. tanper kusedari, blog aku yang aku xpernah raser besh itu, raser macam besh dengan isi isinyer. raser cam orang lain yang tulis blog itu. aku terkejut. aku xsangker aku mempunyai sense of humour yang cipan. bayangkan, aku membacer blog aku, aku gelak xhengat punyer. ceh. pathetic bukan?

*ye, gelak kerna blog sendiri agak pathetic, deal with it*

aku start bacer part journey to the east. yang pergi terengganu tuh. OMG. banyak mender da berubah dalam blog tuh. aku nampak ke arah maner aku sedang tuju. yang baik dan yang tidak. then i continue reading it. from being hurt, happy, and then sad again. you can say its like the circle of life or whatever. hmm. life do change somebody.

best part? im getting there. forgetting everything that crushed me back then. feeling sad all the time. feeling incompetent. heh. raser laen. seriously, i am over it. haha. im happy.

bad part? im a terrible person. forgive me because i have sinned. i know. ive made mistakes. and dozens of em. sigh. i guess, i would like to rewind back time to the after spm result. i would do the right way. i wont hurt anyone.

p/s: i dont know. im feeling sick and tired about all this thing. haish~im getting there.im still hanging on.